I got dumped by a Taurus, someone I know I deserve to have and I don’t know how to move forward or get back with the one I love. In this article, I will talk about how misunderstanding and being too cautious ruin my love life.
- She is my first crush
- Beauty with a brain
- Her teeth are like pearls
- She’s a great cook
My tricenarian girlfriend dumped me and broke my heart. After I spent my two decades crushing on her. We haven’t seen each other for a long time. When we started dating she told me she usually doesn’t trust guys because (she’s probably been involved with a few guys who didn’t have good intentions), and I wanted to be a better man for her.
She is adorable and a God-fearing woman. Her intelligence, personality, and character are why I’ve fallen for her. Things were great from the beginning until she left her country to the third-richest country in the world, UAE and started becoming more distant and less affectionate toward me.
Before we started dating I made several unfulfilled promises I even got her a ring, I thought we would get married, but life didn’t go as planned.
Misunderstanding
If she has feelings for me, why does she keep dating another guy?
I had 100% confidence we would never leave each other, we always break up and get back together until she decided to begin a relationship with another man in a Western Asia country. I had feelings of dejection. But in the end, I wanted her to live her life and let this love sprout. We remained close.
Her romantic relationship ended and she ran to me. It was around her birthday, I wanted to put things up together and see if I can start playing the role of a romantic boyfriend by gifting her. Amid coronavirus pre-lockdown, all my plans failed.
How can a broke man make an African woman happy?
Maybe you can fault my concept and understanding towards dating ageless beauty which means ‘it impossible to make a woman happy without money’. I have a beautiful woman but I don’t have money to treat her that led me to depression and calling off the relationship, I believe she was hurt.
The exhaustion I experience with depression is hard for me to comprehend. So that’s when I believe I can’t live without her I started to beg her for forgiveness and another chance for us to get it right.
Nobody Understands Me
I have read so many articles that Capricorns are the most difficult to understand, should I blame it on my zodiac personality?
An artiste turned travel blogger – I dress in hip hop fashion with a cashless attitude I can’t be looking razz because I don’t have money.
- Fake life
- A liar
- A player
Being hopeless financially, I told her I was willing to give us a plan B. Then she started seeing other guys she saw no future with. Why did she prioritize these guys over me?
As a demisexual, I have spent almost 3 years without I’ve never had a sexual relationship with a woman because she’s the only one that can give me that erection.
Just a few weeks ago, after she accepted to give us another chance, she began acting strangely to me. I came fully prepared this time to give love, but she has changed from a person with a sweetheart to ‘i am heartless now’. And, as they say, “Never push a loyal person to the point where they no longer care”. She ghosted me for a man. She doesn’t reply to my texts sometimes, she doesn’t want to be my friend or marry me.
- She has lost feelings for me
- She lost her trust in me
I’m feeling so low. I’m normally a happy fizzy person with hundreds of contents on the internet but I feel depressed. I can’t see how I can live my life without her. She was my everything; my first real love. The only person I can have a sexual desire for. I started crushing on her at the age of 11 and now I am 30.
It seems so hard to even live without her. I’m writing this article because I don’t know what to do and I don’t have friends to share with. I’ve tried everything to get back with her but she doesn’t want to know I ignorantly say words to disrespect her because she stopped showing me care. She was the person I thought I was going to be with for the rest of my life.
According to a post I read on Quora, it’s said that people love their first love forever.
I will continue this story I am in pain right now…
